Sometimes It just gets to me I just wanna help you but you say you get over it on your own… But how is that if you are still down? Open up to me and just let it out don’t text me it say it try something. I know I’m not there,but I’m trying, just let me in once let me help you
I honestly never thought the day would come that I would feel so empty because the person I dearly love more than my own life would leave me I mean I have so many questions but no answers I have so many feelings and there now just my sad nightmare comming true I’ll never feel the same without you I didn’t just loose my fiance but my best friend in The whole world we had diffrences and distance didn’t help but I looked past that and saw you for who you actually were and in my eyes you were a flawless perfect diamond you were my other half you made me whole and part of me will stay with you forever … Why would you just say it’s over I gave you the space you wanted I tried to help with your problems I tried to comfort you…
i’m really tired of freaking out over money and school and stuff and i’m tired of being sad and i’m tired of looking and feeling like a little girl and sometimes i just wish a car would hit me on the way home so i don’t have to deal with anything anymore
let’s spend our week nights eating cereal on the floor
when there is a perfectly fine table behind us.
we can go to the movies and sit in the back row
just to make out like kids falling in love for the first time.
we’ll paint the rooms of our house
and get more paint on us than the walls.
we can hold hands and go to parties we end up
ditching to drink wine out of the bottle in the bathtub.
and slow dance with me in our bedroom
with an unmade bed and candles on the nightstand.
let me love you forever.
Just be happy and get over what you need to if you need time take what you need I understand you need space I love you and im.not going anywere im not mad at you at all I.just miss you and talking to you and no im not gunna stop being over protective either way I love you and ill defend you to death just take the time you need and get what you need off your mind im.here if you need anything your still all.mine and im still all.yours I love you miranda